at nang maglaho ang mga inhibitions..

B: I love you. Mahal kita. Mahal na mahal na mahal. Ikaw lang talaga. Kahit gaano katagal, maghihintay ako. Basta wag lang ung ganito.
G: .....
B: Minahal mo ba ako kahit man lang konti?
G: ...............
B: Mahal talaga kita..
G: ....

5 mins left..
Nako naman.. wala na ba talaga akong panahong ikwento ang istoryang ito?

Shut down your computer now and quietly leave the room.
'Yes, Sir!' Naman talaga uh.. wala, wala na talaga. Kung kelan nasa mood ako para bigyan ng ending tong nilulumot ng istoryang to.. sige na nga.

For editing later..

Then she left..without saying a word..without him knowing if she's leaving for good, if she's leaving his life for real, or if she's gonna return to give life to his dreams again..

no promises.. with tears falling .. she left.

iipit na ang bookmark.. tulog muna tayo.. ^^

at sa wakas!

At un nga! at sa wakas, nakita ko rin ung kanta na pinagpupuyatan kong hanapin sa net!! woohoo!! champagne na, mga pre! heheh! jowks lang.

At muli ko na namang napatunayan na totoo talaga ang golden kasabihan na 'pag hinahanap mo, mahirap talaga makita. Subukan mong tigilan, magpapakita sa'yo." Agree talaga ako rito. Kasi most of the times talaga, it is true. Lalo na ung kandagigil ka na sa kahahanap, dugo't pawis na ang ibinuhos mo [eksaj na naman.. ], lalo namang di magpapakita, lalong magtatago, lalong magpapakipot. Pag tinigilan mo naman, tingnan mo, parang nagpapapansin na bigla mo na lang makikita sa tabi mo. Ewan ko talaga. Bakit nga kaya ganun? Kumusta naman kaya sila noh?

At tulad nga ng kantang un, kung kelan nga tinigilan ko na[mind u, di uso sa akin ang giving up, mahilig ako sa challenge kaya lang nasagad na ko weh] saka naman biglang may nagsend sa akin kahit di 'ko hinihingi. May paparinig lang raw sa akin na song. Tingnan ko raw kung maganda. Naks! Nang tumugtog na, walastik, syet! na lang nasabi ko. Tingnan mo talaga ang pagkakataon nuh? Astig talaga.

At kaya nga sa mga taong naghahanap jan, pag narindi na kayo, subukan nyo toh. Umupo kayo sa isang tabi, o kaya, do something else. Keep ur mind busy. Ung parang di mo na naiisip na kanina lang eh kandagigil ka na sa kahahanap, ung talagang totally mabubuhay ka ng wala un.. tingnan mo talaga.. bigla na lang susulpot un. Minsan sa di mo inaasahang lalagyan, o kaya sa pinakakaraniwang lugar, sa tabi mo.. minsan kasi, baka bulag na rin tayo. o masyado na lang makakalimutin. naks, walang ganon.. hahah..

at the moment..

Life is Like a Boat

Nobody knows who I really am
I never felt this empty before
And if I ever need someone to come along,
Who's gonna comfort me, and keep me strong?

We are all rowing the boat of fate
The waves keep on coming and we can't escape
But if we ever get lost on our way
The waves would guide you through another day

dooku de iki o shiteru toomei ni natta mitai
kudayami ni omoe dakedo mekaku shisarete tadake
inori o sasagete atarashii hi o matsu
asayaka ni hikaru umi sono hate made

Nobody knows who I really am
Maybe they just don't give a damn
But if I ever need someone to come along
I know you would follow me, and keep me strong

hito no kokoro wa utsuriyuku mukedashiteku naru
tsuki wa mada atarashii shuuki de mune o tsureteku

And every time I see your face
The ocean heaves up to my heart
You make me wanna strain at the oars, and soon
I can see the shore

Oh, I can see the shore
When will I see the shore?
I want you to know who I really am
I never thought I'd feel this way towards you

And if you ever need someone to come along,
I will follow you, and keep you strong

tabi wa mada tsuzuiteku odayakana hi mo
tsuki wa mata atarashii shuuki de ume o terashidasu
inori o sasagete atarashii hi o matsu
asayaka ni hikaru umi sono hate made

And every time I see your face
The ocean heaves up to my heart
You make me wanna strain at the oars, and soon
I can see the shore

Unmei no huneoko gi nami wa tsugi kara tsuki e to watashi-tachi o sou kedo
Sore mo suteki na tabi ne, dore mo suteki na tabi ne

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There. I thought my first ever entry to this blog was a lil something about me. Guess I was wrong huh. n_n Well, that was really my plan from the start cuz well, this blog maybe will be of different things, but the centrepoint although might not so be, is all about me. But as we can see, as fickleminded as I am, it turned out to be wrong.

The song is about Bleach. It doesn't have any impact on me , or maybe not yet. But that is what I am doin at the mo. Starting to watch Bleach. The story plot I read was nothing, just ordinary. But I became interested after hearing the 1st ending song, which is above. It was nice, I thought.

And also, this anime is a bit comical, I think. I saw the male protagonist kicked the female protagonist. Imagine that?!? He deliberately kicked her on her back!! My reaction was, 'What the heck was that?!?' and then I laughed. This is going to be fun cuz clearly he's not an all-dramatic-love-hero. Ha ha. And the girl is also tough. Yay!

Alright, I know, I know. This is all crap. But hey, what is my blog caption? This is trash!


Har-har!